Suddenly out of nowhere, without being in meditation, I got a vision of what I believe was the essence of purity. Unlike other visions I have had this one had a very strong feeling attached to it. Maybe it was not a vision at all, but rather a revelation because I could peek and feel into a spiritual realm. The white light was so near I could feel how sharp and bright it was. It reminded me of a landscape in perfect weather; Clear blue sky, sun and pure white snow. The sharpness of the purity reminded me of the hard crust on snow. What I actually saw was humble nuns living in this pure atmosphere. The feeling attracted me so much I later thought I would sacrifice anything to be allowed to live in it. I sometimes think about it and get a bit desperate and impatient to get pure enough to fit in. What I felt was incredibly strong. Here at earth the light we see has no feeling, it feels flat. This white light from heaven was completely filled with purity. The purity was not flat either, but incredibly sharp. I have tried my best to describe it. As you know the spiritual realm does not really fit into words.
I have another even more powerful experience that also can not be described as a vision since I yet again was allowed to see into another realm. This time I had meditated for 2 hours or so while watching a documentary about the prophet Muhammad at a Bahai friends house before it happened. I suddenly felt uneasy and needed some air so I went outside by myself. First I felt the energy in and outside my body rushing hard and fast and I could not avoid crying. It felt like my body was dissolving and all I could feel was these rushing energies. A portal opened up. It was very dark inside it, but in the opening stood a man. When I looked at him I felt such a power coming from him I dissolved even more and felt utterly weak. I bended down to the floor because I felt so softened by the strength he expressed and cried hard. I understood he was Muhammed and that he came to answer the question I had formulated while I had meditated. By the power he expressed he answered my question. The energy he expressed was neutral. It was pure power. Power so strong it literally blew and melted away my body and the personality attached to it.
